way to not fuck up, guys!

I'm an African-American lit major with a lot of flexibility in exactly what I study, and that means I 've learned a whole lot about history, media, and stereotypes pertaining to the history of blacks in the US. And yet I cannot FATHOM that we will have a black president. It hasn't sunk in yet, and I'm not sure it will for a few more years. I hoped and and supported and hoped and supported as much as my overwhelming disdain and disinterest for all things political would allow. I voted. I hoped some more.

But I never ONCE allowed myself to think this far ahead, aside from repeating the occasional joke about making sure he has a Mexican VP so that there are NO assassination attempts from the angry Aryans. I never once thought I would see a Black president in my lifetime. Or a female one. Or even a female and a minority vying for the Democratic nomination.

I prepared myself for the worst, finding the one silver lining in a post-McCain victory world: It would make it that much easier to wash my hands of this country when I'm fulfilling my future ex-patriot ambitions. But now, I think I've regained just a little bit of my lost love for this country and its people. I still want to eventually leave for a country that's a bit more honest about it's problems, less arrogant about it's resources and luxuries, and altogether more informed about the rest of the world. But in the meantime, it's nice to know that the majority of this country wanted to move in a better direction too, a direction based on hope and an honest belief in an all-encompassing American dream. And not one based on stagnant ideals that stubbornly cling to the past in the face of better knowledge and modern thinking.

Thank you, voters of America. I haet you all a little less now for what you did to me in 2000 and again in 2004. You destroyed my faith in the American political system four years before I could vote. YOU OWED ME THIS ONE.

2 comments

  1. I'm in the opposite situation *sighs*
    I never loved my country and i don't think i'll ever wll. Sure, i hope things will change but we fucked things up way too many times. Our government is HORRIBLE,opposition is HORRIBLE,every politician is FUCKING OLD and no one speaks up. It's just a bunch of sheep who always say "yes".
    Heaven forbid people outside Italy think we appear like this as well...I think i'd die of shame. I hate the image Silvio Berlusconi has given to the rest of the world.It's not like every Italian citizen is like.. our ...prime minister *cringes* . And i can't even say"i'm for the other side" cause the other side...is DEAD.Left is weak,period.
    And the youngest politician is a thirty something right-ey minister who used to be a showgirl and who now acts like a nun or something...I'm ashamed,no one should take Italy seriously...but this makes me so sad and depressed,for i don't think we deserve it.

  2. I'm in the opposite situation *sighs*
    I never loved my country and i don't think i'll ever wll. Sure, i hope things will change but we fucked things up way too many times. Our government is HORRIBLE,opposition is HORRIBLE,every politician is FUCKING OLD and no one speaks up. It's just a bunch of sheep who always say "yes".
    Heaven forbid people outside Italy think we appear like this as well...I think i'd die of shame. I hate the image Silvio Berlusconi has given to the rest of the world.It's not like every Italian citizen is like.. our ...prime minister *cringes* . And i can't even say"i'm for the other side" cause the other side...is DEAD.Left is weak,period.
    And the youngest politician is a thirty something right-ey minister who used to be a showgirl and who now acts like a nun or something...I'm ashamed,no one should take Italy seriously...but this makes me so sad and depressed,for i don't think we deserve it.

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